- while eating food: hell yassss ne regrats i feel alive nobody can stop me now
- the aftermath: shit im so fat why did i have to do that why can't just fucking say no god what's wrong with me, etc.
So pissed about the new roster that came out at work. I actually requested this one and wanted most weekends off to see family & friends before I leave. They put me on every weekend .. I never requested my whole 3 years there. I would just put an x on days here and there which I needed off. I made sure I was available to work anytime for them… I never had special requests like fucking most of the staff!
This new roster has me on the opposite to what I wanted. What is the point of a roster request if they just do what they feel like. Makes me even happier I’m leaving. Looks like if you work hard, don’t complain and make yourself available you get walked over or the crap . If you whinge about shifts, you get what you want. It just makes me so angry that when I finally try sort shifts out and get certain days off like the rest of the staff.. they don’t even bother with me because I guess they think well you’re leaving.